Singles (2021)
This Pain Is Mine
I have no slightest clue, of how to live my life
The wheel keeps on turning, carving my insides with a knife
And now that you´ve gone away, can´t show me the way
I´m crawling towards you, I´m letting my self go
I´m letting my self go, I´m letting my self go
Like breathing thru a straw, I crave for something more
Slowly count to four, drift into sleep
Evermore, evermore
At-least at the very end,
This pain is mine
Like breathing thru a straw, I crave for something more
Slowly count to four, drift into sleep
Evermore, evermore
At-least at the very end,
This pain is mine
Put me to sleep, take the lead
Take my pain, take my name
Put me to sleep, take the lead
Take my pain, take my name
I live thru the day, tired, but still on my way
I miss the day, when I knew my name
I´m talking to you now, and you can´t hear a sound
I´m choking on my words, not like no-one ever heard
No-one ever heard
No-one ever heard
Like breathing thru a straw, I crave for something more
Slowly count to four, drift into sleep
Evermore, evermore
At-least at the very end,
This pain is mine
Evermore
Man Without A Face
Tell me you feel it too, Like someone is watching you
You feel the finger scraping you´r spine
And if you wan´t a proof, he is staring at you
Look at your reflection, you´ll see him too
Like standing in the dark ,not knowing who you are
Someone there with you, walking after you
Your breath will freeze, your soul he will teeze
Twisting your mind
Dark corner of my mind, here you can find
Man without a face
Shadow over you, shadow dwelling thru
The darknes, to look up to
Like standing in the dark ,not knowing who you are
Someone there with you, walking after you
Your breath will freeze, your soul he will teeze
Twisting your mind
Like standing in the dark, Like standing in the dark
Like standing in the dark, Like standing in the dark
Album: Whisper In The Dark (2019)
1. Prelude To Affliction
-Intro-
2. Genocide
You live by the thought, that death in surdent, life is not
And if you make a mess, You find it as, a great success
You blindly think its true
How death will award you
Try to take it all, doesn't matter if you rise of fall
Just make your one last call
You sow the seed of rage, Then hesitate and drown in disgrace
Paint everything with blood, as it was voice, from your god
You blindly think its true
How death will award you
Try to take it all, doesn't matter if you rise of fall
Just make your one last call
In the middle of genocide, You gladly gave your life
You blindly think its true
How death will award you
Try to take it all, doesn't matter if you rise of fall
Just make your one last call
3. Illusions
You stand behind the curtain, so you were never here
But still your words, they sow this fear
You come in peace, with sharpened spear,
While your true intensions remain unclear
You crawl in thru spiders web
Everybodys fixed on what you said
Paint your lies, whit all the colors
All the colors you can find
Army of innocents, with your truth
Did you ever listen, did you read the news
Ink on the paper made your mind,
For the real truth you are still blind
Scatter the intel, and use your mind, Maybe the truth was just unkind
Ink on your hand remind of blood, We call it war, you call it god
Army of innocents, with your truth
Did you ever listen, did you read the news
Ink on the paper made your mind,
For the real truth you are still blind
4. Hypocrite God
Diggin´a grave for humanity, I´m not gonna say this twice
We became like parasites, we became less than lice
Point your finger somewhere else, and learn to live with truth
Kill ´em all to pay your bills, ´cause this one will take your youth
So with your lack of facts, you wind up to a noose
Burned all that you held dear, ´cause you did´t know how to refuse
Took it in, now you bring all the grim, and try not to fuck up again
Strap it tight, bring the light, blow away, never wish to see you again
Die for your hypocrite god, and show really what you are
We will not give anymore, best weapon is to ignore
If I can make you see, why life is choosing me
I´ll be dancing on your grave, since you gave me this fair chance
I see you made your mistake twice, and learned a shit load of hurt
Stay down and act like dead, this is the last time you will burn
Die for your hypocrite god, and show really what you are
We will not give anymore, best weapon is to ignore
If I can make you see, why life is choosing me
I´ll be dancing on your grave, since you gave me this fair chance
5. Stand In Line
This world has never been, what I thought it should be
This life of mine, never came close of what I need
It feels like an endless struggle, I´ll never be complete
So I just blow my self away
I stand in line, with others like me,
Listen no whispers, just follow their lead
Tales of glory, and how to be free
At the end of the path, their waiting for me
Blood runs cold in my vains, I can´t get no sleep
Atleast I´m trying, Now put your faith in me
I stand in line, with others like me,
Listen no whispers, just follow their lead
Tales of glory, and how to be free
At the end of the path, their waiting for me
6. Death That Follows Their Trail
Piles of corpses, streams of blood
Sound of madness, as their marching on
Armed with banners, with tempered steel
They live for their name, while others are bound to kneel
Death that follows their trail, endless darkness that will prevail
Their name lives forever, one purpose, to give you hell
Faces behind the mask, give nothing what they ask
Hide now, don't stear at their way
Nothing can save us now, speak a silent pray
They own the night, they rape the day
Death that follows their trail, endless darkness that will prevail
Their name lives forever, one purpose
Death that follows their trail, endless darkness that will prevail
Their name lives forever, one purpose, to give you hell
7. Ashes And Ropes
Walking all alone, try to find back home,
Thru ashes of thy throne, with fragments of my soul
We burned all our hopes, while hanging from the ropes,
Fire that once roamed free, now consuming me
So cold is the ground, from which you I found
Last remaining light, escaped from your eyes
And when the time is right, I´ll die by your side
How ever before I will, I´ll set the record straight
Darkness fell over me, As I tried to make you breath
Our souls are tied as one, this bond we can´t outrun
I do not care to try, without you to live my life
They gave me the reason to fight, now vengeance is on my mind
So cold is the ground, from which you I found
Last remaining light, escaped from your eyes
And when the time is right, Ill die by your side
How ever before I will
So cold is the ground, from which you I found
Last remaining light, escaped from your eyes
And when the time is right, Ill die by your side
How ever before I will, I´ll set the record straight
8. All In Vain
We fight against out own kind,
Where´s the reason, where´s the mind?
Leave the wounded behind,
Dont´t care what´s wrong, and what´s right,
What´s right..
Our kind is the greatest parasite
Find a new world ´cause this one is a lie
War is upon us, and we are ones to blame
Live or die, it´s all the same
One who made me strong,
Now takes me back home
I had my fame
´Cause I died all in vain
All in vain
All in vain...
9. The Grand Escape
I feel so cold and alone, they took away all that is mine
Half machine, but they left the heart,
something in me woke the human part
I crave the silence, I miss the pain
Frontline or grave, its all the same
Lights in the distance, scaring the sky,
Who is to tell how we should die
They call me traitor since I ran away, I just need to stay alive
I can't stand this emptiness, they can never know I feel this way
I crave the silence, I miss the pain
Frontline or grave, its all the same
Lights in the distance, scaring the sky,
Who is to tell how we should die
The last witness to bleed it out,
How they use us, ignore our shouts
Never return to where I left
This is my legacy, my final breath
My final breath
10. Blood Red Stone
I´ve got to show, so you know my rage,
Don´t evenunderstand myself
Why I still miss
Slit the troat of all my enemies
I´ve become something you don´t need
And so they bleed
Oh, I know, the dawn will show, the things I´ve done
Oh I know, the blood red stone,
And I run away
So we go aroung this one, I try to find what´s in the past
I´m all alone
I never wanted it to be this way, you treat me like I´m insane
A blood red stone
Oh, I know, the dawn will show, the things I´ve done
Oh I know, the blood red stone,
And I run away
11. Burn It All
Colors dying, by falling ash, our memories, gone by flame
Tomorrow always, so far away, fight to survive to another day
Desperately searching for love, just to find that its gone
Hope is only an illusion, a whisper in the dark
Driven to this havoc, by those who wanted more
Desire to wheel all kind, always polluting our core
Now all is falling apart
And you are still missing the heart
Everything stays the same
Still searching someone to blame
While the world is burning
Did you forget my name
Empty stare staring at you
Maybe you will find the truth
Sun will set, world is to spin, wind will blow, human to sin
Fire and death, always to win, standing on ice, now paper thin
Words that die in silence, now obey ignorance
Thoughts that fall like rain, never to sustain anything
Despair devours everything, the darkness within
Fear of death we once had, now death we want so bad
Now all is falling apart
And you are still missing the heart
Everything stays the same
Still searching someone to blame
While the world is burning
Did you forget my name
Burn us all
Burn it all
Album: Missing Piece (2017)
1. My Town
You stand here today,
Without hearing what I say
I´ll take you down,
This is my fucking town
I see you bleed
And still you need
Another hit to take
Until you brake
I´m sick of your complain,
about fortune and fame
Do you realize
This is how we die
I see you bleed
And still you need
Another hit to take
Until you brake
2. Deep Inside
I never thought I would save the rest,
I´ve spent all deep down from my chest
I´m losing the sight of you
Yea, I´m losing the sight of you
I never thought I would die alone,
So come here throw the bone
I´m down here in the hole
Where you left me with no soul
Deep inside my mind,
theres a thought that makes me blind
It´s easy to let go
And deep indie my heart,
there´s a fear that keeps me scared
I thought that you should know
I´m too tired to feel a thing,
I can´t feel the pain you brought in,
Yet still I ask for more,
And still I ask for more
All you ever do is push me down
It´s time to loose this crown
I´m happy to walk away
I´m happy to walk away
Still deep inside my mind,
theres a thought that makes me blind
It´s easy to let go
Still deep inside my heart,
there´s a fear that keeps me scared
I thought that you should know
You should know
3. Where The Hell
Where the hell are you,
At the edge of my world?
What the hell will I do,
When I collide to you
All these rooms,
Still smell the same
My dry roots,
Still wait for the rain
I wither like a flower
And you should take the blame
I take this as a lesson
And you are still the same
Where the hell are you,
At the edge of my world?
What the hell will I do,
When I collide to you
Under my skin
Inside my mind
I´ve lost myself
Oh god, I´m blind
I wither like a flower
And you should take the blame
I take this as a lesson
And you are still the same
Where the hell are you,
At the edge of my world?
What the hell will I do,
When I collide to you
I wither like a flower
And you should take the blame
I take this as a lesson
And you are still the same
I wither like a flower
And you should take the blame
I take this as a lesson
Consider the lesson is learned
4. Exodus
After your betrayal
You have no name
Go back to your grave
Go back to your grave
You have gone insane
You fall like rain
Go back to your grave
Go back to your grave
You have a weird tendencies
to come knocking on my door
I killed you many times before
You have a weird tendencies, of that I´m sure
And still you crawl in-front of me
You hardly pay attention,
Do a favor, just stay dead
Your rotten scent is rancid
But I will paint you red
You will not suck the life out of me
I won’t give you what you need
Just stay dead
Just stay dead
You have a weird tendencies
to come knocking on my door
I have killed you many times before
You have a weird tendencies, of that I´m sure
And still you crawl in-front of me
In-front of me
5. Leave Me Alone
You can give my heart back
I never wanted you
Does´t matter how the words come out
It wont change the truth
I can’t believe I trusted in this
I can´t believe I meant what I said
Why did we even try to fit
If it all ends to despair
I´m a fool when I still try
The only one believing a lie
Should have known better how it´s gonna turn
So let me live and learn
I can’t believe I trusted in this
I can´t believe I meant what I said
Why did we even try to fit
If it all end to despair
Please, leave me alone
I never felt like home
Please, let me go
For the feelings you can’t show
For the feelings you can’t show
You can give my heart back
I never wanted you
Does´t matter how the words come out
It wont change the truth
I can’t believe I trusted in this
I can´t believe I meant what I said
Why did we even try to fit
If it all ends to despair
Please, leave me alone
I never felt like home
Please, let me go
For the feelings you can’t show
For the feelings you can’t show
You always talked and talked
But now the words just don’t come out
They don’t come out
You have lost that loving feeling
Yea, there´s no doubt, there´s no doubt
Please, leave me alone
I never felt like home
Please, let me go
For the sake of your feelings you can’t -
Please, leave me alone
I never felt like home
Please, let me go
For the sake of your feelings you can’t show
For the feeling you can’t show
6. Million Tiny Pieces
You promised you´ll be back again
And here you are, inside my head
Your figure is painted on the wall
This is my downfall
You gave me a reason to believe
I couldn´t believe you could deceive
Said and done, saw you run
This can´t be undone
I followed your smell, unleashed hell
I watched you cry, I watched you die
I followed your voice, turn into nice
Million tiny pieces, million tiny pieces
I promised you that I can wait
But my sorrow is turning to hate
Take it all along with you
Tell me if you were even true
I followed your smell, unleashed hell
I watched you cry, I watch you die
I followed your voice, turn into nice
Million tiny pieces
You promised you´ll be back again
And here you are, inside my head
Your figure is painted on the wall
This is my downfall
I followed your smell, unleashed hell
I watched you cry, I watch you die
I followed your voice, turn into nice
You cut me into half, make me understand
Million tiny pieces
You make me want to die,
you make me want to hide
Million tiny pieces
7. If forever
If forever was just a blink of an eye
Just a thought of body and mind
Nothing would last, nothing to feel
Simple thought, it wasn´t even real
If a moment could last for eternity
Binding forever, you and me
If theres was a reason to die for
If a moment was an endless cry
If I could feel you here
I could live without a fear
Take my promise and walk away
My beating heart on a tray
My words they don´t even mean thing
Without a thought within
Fighting for freedom we can´t have
Searching for salvation that could last
If I could feel you here
I could live without a fear
Take my promise and walk away
My beating heart on a tray
If I could feel you here
I could live without a fear
Take my promise and walk away
My beating heart
8. It´s Not Over
It´s easy to say, so hard to stay
Drown into the fire, I´m not okay
Turn the page, accept the change
Tear it down, it´s just a phase
Still I catch my breath
While it´s drifting away
All hell broke loose, when I met you
You took my heart and placed it inside of you
Still I catch my breath
While it´s drifting away
Roll me over, bite my tongue
It´s not over
Take me whole, don´t waste a piece
I´m the one, I´m the one
I think I take back what´s mine
Im inside of you, and you´re by my side
Roll me over, bite my tongue
It´s not over
Take me whole, don´t waste a piece
I´m the one, I´m the one
Roll me over, bite my tongue
It´s not over
Take me whole, don´t waste a piece
I´m the one, I´m the one
Roll me over, bite my tongue
It´s not over
Take me whole, don´t waste a piece
I´m the one, I´m the one
Roll me over, bite my tongue
It´s not over
Take me whole, don´t waste a piece
I´m the one, I´m the one
9. Another Day
Another day, I´m wondering
Why we have to go separately
Another day, I´m wondering
Why do I still agree
Another day, I´m wondering
Why you are slipping´away from me
Another day, passes by,
And I can not be
How come, you deal with this blasphemy
How come, I´m the one under agony
How come, you can´t turn to me
Neither one, it´s never you and me
Another day, I´m wondering
Why do I breath
Another day, I´m wondering
Who´s gonna take my seat
Is this something we both signed up for
Another day, you´re leaving out the door
How come, you deal with this blasphemy
How come, I´m the one under agony
How come, you can´t turn to me
Neither one, it´s never you and me
10. Missing Piece
I ride across the dessert
to find the missing piece
And find all the answers,
that are haunting me
And rest my mind,
and cut this worthless bind
If I could cloy my need,
or fill my mind with mead
No water no cool breeze
I won’t rest my feet
I will not stop
Until I drop
I´ll fall in to a trance
I see it in advance
Thru crooked hands
I swim across the ocean,
I even dive too deep
I get lost into the forrest,
of an ancient creep
I fly thru air, I make my path fair
Just tell me why, so I don’t need to sigh
No water no cool breeze
I won’t rest my feet
I will not stop
Until I drop
I´ll fall in to a trance
I see it in advance
Thru crooked hands
I ride across the dessert
to find the missing piece
And find all the answers,
that are haunting me
They´re still haunting me
No water no cool breeze
I won’t rest my feet
I will not stop
Until I drop
I´ll fall in to a trance
I see it in advance
Thru crooked hands
11. Pidgeon Song
Better run, better run, better run
You´re not the only one
Better run, better run, better run
Are you having fun
Better run, better run, better run
It seems you’re not done
Better run, better run, better run
Cos here we come
We will eat you alive
There´s no place to hide
Better hide, better hide, better hide
There´s no reason to fight
Better hide, better hide, better hide
You´ll drone in food and wine
Better hide, better hide, better hide
Dreams fly high like a kite
Better hide, better hide, better hide
Watch out old lady´s bite
You´ll stable and fall
Hear the temptations call
Nothing but creed
She´ll give you what you need
Realize you´re just a game
As fully-grown she´ll kill you anyway
Better fly, better fly, better fly
In case you don´t wanna die
Better fly, better fly, better fly
If the time flies by
Better fly, better fly, better fly
Atleast give it a try
Better fly, better fly, better fly
Pigeons flying by your side
She feeds you to her cat,
you´re just another goddamn rat
Nothing but creed
She´ll give you what you need
Realize you´re just a game
As fully-grown she´ll kill you anyway
Better run, better run, better run
You´re not the only one
Better run, better run, better run
Are you having fun
Nothing but creed
She´ll give you what you need
Realize you´re just a game
As fully-grown she´ll kill you anyway, anyway
Nothing but creed
She´ll give you what you need
Thru the window you break free
Realize, it was all just bad dream
A bad dream, a bad dream
12. Permine
We take all for granted,
We think we are forever
But everything will fade
Our worthless endeavor
We had our change
And now it´s ruin
There´s blood in our hands
We don´t stop to think what we´re doing
Blood taste in my mouth
Even though I didn´t kill
But I´m no exception
Are we just looking for a thrill
This is a goddamn permine all over again
This is a goddamn permine all over again
And you are just too fucked-up
to see what´s going on
This is a goddamn permine all over again
We take all for granted,
We think we are forever
But everything will fade
Our worthless endeavours
This is a goddamn permine all over again
This is a goddamn permine all over again
And you are just too fucked-up
to see what´s going on
This is a goddamn permine all over again
This is a goddamn permine all over again
This is a goddamn permine all over again
And you are just too fucked-up
to see what´s going on
This is a goddamn permine all over again
Album: Redefine Me (2014)
1. End Up
How can it be,
when this is how it should be
It scares the shit out of me
Everything they want me to be
and even if I give it a try
I´ll end up being me
And why is this haunting me
it´s all that I want to be
could you make me see
You are better being you
That I could ever be
When we struggle thru this life
I end up being me
You are better being you
That I am being me
When we struggle thru this life
I end up being me
And if I only want you to see
that this is who I should be
I´ll haunt you in your dream
2. Every Time
Every time you go, I´m dying to know
Does it last, what´s in the past
Every shake and ache, you put me thru
I´m still here, waiting for you
Another test, forget the rest
Sleepless night, an endless fight
Dead or alive, I´ll make the dive
I wait for you, to be true
Every tear, another spear
Thru my heart, now is apart
Hard to breathe, an endless need
I need you more than ever, I say forever
In this fortress, of complete darkness
I wait your sign, are you mine
I need you too, to pull this thru
I miss you, I´m kind of blue
Every tear, another spear
Thru my heart, now is apart
Hard to breathe, an endless need
I need you more than ever, I say forever
3. Come Clean
So you think you can stop the rain
from falling down And wonder why
always you lay on the ground
The world is imperceptible in your eyes
So are you, end your disguise
It´s time to come clean,
and find what is real
While you wait and bleed,
learn how to kneel
You´re nothing but a flume
in the picture of humankind
In people like, there isn´t much to find
When your conscious crawls in,
do you see what you are
Pretty much nothing, a trivial by far
It´s time to come clean,
and find what is real
While you wait and bleed,
learn how to kneel
It´s time to come clean,
and find what is real
While you wait and bleed,
learn how to kneel
Its always the same,
choose someone to blame
If life is a paint,
you´re just a frame
You´re just a frame,
in your sick game
4. This Can´t Take Me Far
You´re eyes, they bleed again
Them tears, salty and red
The damage from what I´ve said
All these thoughts they end up dead
They end up dead
I can not move
All I see is you
Breathing gets hard
This can´t take me far, yet
This can´t take me far
I crave your touch, did I want too much
All that is said and done
Now we just run
Away from ourselves
Away from ourselves
I can not move
All I see is you
Breathing gets hard
This can´t take me far
This can´t take me far
Take me far
Take me far
Take me far
´Cause
I can not move
All I see is you
Breathing gets hard
This can´t take me far, yet
This can´t take me far
Take me far
Take me far
5. Addiction
Your place in my chest,
at the time it feels the best
When the puzzles are apart,
and distance gets too far
Your place in my heart,
I don´t know where to start
But I´m gonna make it thru,
I make my way to you
I don’t know what to say anymore,
I try to unlock the door
But my mind is stuck, and my thoughts,
the need to be cut
Your eyes the make me weak,
they make my heart to leak
You laugh makes me dry,
your shine me me fry
I try to understand this chase,
give me a ´bit of grace
´Cause I wonder again,
without a time,
without a place
So where ever red roses grow,
the I´ll stand, there I´ll go
And I let you know,
about a darkness of human soul
Your eyes the make me weak,
they make my heart to leak
You laugh makes me dry,
your shine me me fry
Your eyes the make me weak,
they make my heart to leak
You laugh makes me dry,
your shine me me fry
And what ever you say, I will obey
Where ever you go, I will follow
I will follow
6. C-Section
Breathe the air as you get up,
you have woke into this life
Let your feet carry you,
eventually you´re mine
Taste these colors,
creed and sacrifice
Open your eyes,
I`m here beside you
Take a look at yourself, insecure
This is what you are, young and pure
And when time turns it back for you
You´re my creation, good as new
Good as new
Im my eyes you´re beautiful,
perfected every way
Glorious art, reflecting night and day
Make a wish and live with it,
and sleep your pain away
And live in every way
7. Most Wanted
When I get suffocated,
finally I´m defeated
I fell down to floor,
I´m trying to find the cure
I´d like to run and hide,
to a place you couldn´t find
If someone tries to miss me,
tell them I´m here ´till I can se clearly
The pressures are growing on,
pushing me to down floor
And the grip is too tight,
I´m tired to even fight
There´s nothing I can say,
´cause you take my breath away
Take my breath away
From behind the curtain
I´m still watching you
And I wonder, oh god, can this be true
Last step, first call, end of a fall
Plastic lips, breathing thru a straw
The pressures are growing on,
pushing me to down floor
And the grip is too tight,
I´m tired to even fight
There´s nothing I can say,
´cause you take my breath away
Take my breath away
When I got suffocated,
finally I was defeated
Yes I fell down to floor,
and yes I found the cure
You´re damn right I ran and hide,
to a place you couldn´t find
If someone tries to miss me,
tell them I´m here eternally
The pressures are growing on,
pushing me to down floor
And the grip is too tight,
I´m tired to even fight
There´s nothing I can say,
´cause you take my breath away
Take my breath away
8. When You Lie
Take your filthy hands away from me
´Cause there is nothing in you,
that I want to feel
And your words, they only do harm
And you have lost your charm
When you lie
When you lie
Side of you that you cannot hide
Sickness that you cannot fight
You drag everyone into your hole
You probably die without a soul
When you lie
When you lie
´Cause there is nothing that can be saved
You lost your way
And I know you will never be the same
You made your day
When you lie
When you lie
When you lie
9. Another Failure
´Cause very wants to be somebody
And I want to be part of it
All my time I´ve been wondering
Is it all just for one thing
´Cause I can’t take another failure
We´ll be alright, of that I´m sure
And if I scream out loud your name
Can someone please take me away
And even how you try
You can’t stop asking yourself why
It gets harder day by day
And you just have to find your way
´Cause I can’t take another failure
We´ll be alright, of that I´m sure
And if I scream out loud your name
Can someone please take me away
´Cause I can’t take another failure
´Cause I can’t take another failure
´Cause I
´Cause I can’t take another failure
We´ll be alright, of that I´m sure
And if I scream out loud your name
Can someone please take me away
And if I scream out loud your name
Can someone please take me away
10. The Lady In Red
The lady in red, I never forget those things she said
And the boy in blue won’t give a chance for you to choose
Where you stand, it´s my castle made of sand
Under my feet, I can feel heat
The lights that will take you there, where you can be aware
There was a day, when you said, I met the lady in red
The blue boy wearing white, alone he went into the night
I guess he just, wanted to make a fight, a fight for his pride
The lights that will take you there, where you can be aware
There was a day, when you said, I met the lady in red
The boy grabbed her arm, he said I´m gonna take you far
Away from here, where everything end to a tear
He said I´m gonna give you my world
Or so I have heard
I can just wonder, what the lady said
After all, she’s is the lady in red
The lights that will take you there, where you can be aware
There was a day, when you said, I met the lady in red
I´ve looked deep into her eyes, under the disguise
And now I finally understand, I´m in a castle made of sand
Made of sand